That Special Night

“Moms will clean up everything. Scientists have proven that a mom’s spit is the exact chemical composition of Formula 409. Mom’s spit on a Kleenex, you get rust off the bumper with that.” My mom will clean up anything from gooey vomit to moldy bread. No task is too daunting for that woman. It wouldn’t be a normal morning for my family if there wasn’t a mess to clean up. It’s Tuesday which means it’s Sloppy Joes for breakfast day. Exacerbated by the pure thought of that delicious meat along with a perfect mix of seasoning, I slowly drooled down my chin. The slimy drool raced through my beard and onto to the floor. By a bad coincidence, the drool collected exactly where my mother’s next step was and she just happened to be carrying the hot and steaming pot fool of the Sloppy Joe concoction. “Mom, watch out!” I yelled aggressively. My warning came far too late. The dogs were in heaven. “What did I slip on?” my mom demanded. I quickly made-up a lie, “You slipped on the rug, Mom.” “Can you please control your draining mouth next time? Or there will never be a Sloppy Joe Tuesday ever again!” she yelled with a fierce voice and tone. The day was ruined. I had ruined Sloppy Joe Tuesday and my whole family cussed me under their breath. I will never open my mouth again when in sight of any delicious food. Lesson learned for me and the dogs. Drool can destroy your day, or in the dogs’ case, make your day, heck, your week.

What Heart I Have Left--Toriano Davis

Painfully, I move in the darkness
With the wind moving through the gaping hole
That is my heart, or at least what remains.
Slowly deteriorating into the black hole that it is,
Pieces wearing as thin as the air we breathe,
And expelling them as if it was exhaled into nothing.
As I search for the pieces, I suddenly realized why
I left my heart with you, and you broke it,
Continuously.

A Paranoid Exaggeration.

People say that a home should be where you feel safe, a place to rest and relax, a place that shelters your thoughts and shelves the worries of tomorrow. In a home, you should feel like you can open up, be yourself, and let other people in. Then, in that case, my home is more like a psycho ward than a place for a family. Twitchy and nervous, I sit on the couch near the window and listen for shouts and conversations outside. Conversations that a little bit of privacy, if it were to be granted, would have blocked from my ears. I sit in my room, and I hear thumps and booms from the walls around me, like an angered beast is rampaging all around me in circles. This beast does not drag his feet, and I never know where the next will fall, each time making me jump. I try to rest, laying in my sisters bed, and I can not. After hours of battling myself, rolling and twisting with the blanket snaking more and more tightly around me, I am just about to fall asleep. But then I hear the worst thing in the world, my enemy in an invisible form, Distraction. He pulls my mind out from the sewer of sleep and throws it back down into the center of my brain. It takes me a moment, but I finally figure out what snagged my attention like a fish, and this annoys me even more. Bed springs. Loud, obnoxious, squealing bed springs. It is as if they planned this, their high-pitched moaning warping into giggles as they darted through the air and slapped me in the face. It was like I was a pan on a stove and this was my fire, irritating me until I was red-hot. The bed springs ceased their relentless giggling. Then they began again. They stopped. Then they began again. I heard floor-boards creak and water run, and after that, I fell asleep, exhausted and agitated. In this building, I know better than to step outside and have the audacity to believe nobody is watching. You just do not do it. They lurk behind their windows, weaved into their curtains. They watch; You, themselves, and each other. Nothing you do goes unseen, inside the building or out, and if you try to run, they will find you. Even if you rest inside, they greedily watch, their appetite only growing. You take a breath, and the imp behind the wall marks it down on his tally-chart. You mistake this for the clock, and he clutches his clip-board with one clawed hand and grins, satisfied that you have not caught on to their little game.

I Remember......

I Remember…

“Rainbows are just colors showing off. It’s a pathetic cry for help.” I for one prefer darker colors but, whatever. They remind me of him, Kael Williams Jr., My grandpa. He was my friend, my family, and my mentor. I remember the days he would sit me and my little sister Angie around his favorite cotton chair. Of course it was worn out, covered in patches that were probably holding the whole thing together, but it was still his favorite chair. He would rest in it like it was his cocoon and he would always start his stories off by saying, “My adventure began...,” and that would always get a chuckle out of me and my little sis. My grandpa always had a way with people he knew how to make us smile. That night he told us a story about his boxing days. When he was young he was a force to be reckoned, with a record of 23-4-0 and he was on his way to the pros. “Kids you wouldn’t believe the freaks I had to step in the ring with, but I always got them with the 1-2 combo!” He boasted while flailing his arms around like he had won something. “Grandpa, if you were good why you stopped?” Angie teased. My grandpa sat, and he said “My dear that is a whole other story for another time…” He smiled, but I could see a slight look of remorse in his eyes, by then he stopped speaking and sent us off to bed. Grandpa usually tucked us in, but when he didn’t I couldn’t just sleep, so I crawled out of bed and I looked silently through my door. He was viewing over his old red grit covered gloves with a bottle of whiskey resting on his lap.

Not the Gun

Not the Gun

The gun popped along to the staccato of her heartbeat, thumping against her ears like the time when David Stefani told her she was beautiful.

“Oh, god.” Her cry flew across the pavement with a flutter of startled birds. For an endless moment, all was silent, the air broken only by a shuddering exhale from the crumpled figure on the ground.

A hooded form trembled as crimson seeped into his shoes, staring at the boy beneath his feet who had three bullet holes kissing his chest. “I’m sorry,” he choked as he brought a shaking hand to his mouth. A final pop burst through the silence. His hood exploded from his head, revealing eyes that widened before rolling back. He fell like a judge’s mallet, hard and sharp.

The girl stood facing the scene, her knees threatening to lose the battle with gravity. On the ground not twenty paces away lay her past and her future, folded perfectly into each other, one lifeless body cupping the other in curled absolution.

Gravity won out. She stumbled to the ground, retching into the dizzy space between her hands. 911, she thought, I need to call 911. She fumbled into her jeans for her phone, punching in the three infamous numbers from where she crouched.

“911, what is your emergency?”

“There’s a shooting. My friend—my friends have been shot.” Her voice caught. “Oh, god, there’s so much blood. Please, send an ambulance! I think…I think they’re dead.” She began to sob, making the speaker blow with her gasps.

“Ma’am, please calm down. Where are you?”

“I’m at the park near Williams street,” she exhaled. “I didn’t come in time…I couldn’t stop him…” Anger invaded her throat. “They were friends! It was the gang that killed them, not the gun.”

With Age Comes Wisdom

For seventy-one years, the bench had sat in the same place. His perch on the hill provided a view of a pristine field with a small stream flowing gracefully through it. Across the field sat another hill. Atop the hill sat the bench’s best friend; a mighty oak tree. While the bench had been at his post for seventy-one years, the tree had been growing for one-hundred-and-fifty years. For thirty-two years the tree grew alone. He dreamed of having a friend to share his thoughts with, but for thirty-two years he sat alone. The day the bench was built across the stream inside of the park lines went something like this.

“…hey bench.”

“Hello?” It was the benches first word.

“How’re you?”

“Sore.” The bench stretched its frame, trying to break it in.

The bench and the tree spent seventy-one years together. The tree was like the bench’s father. He taught him many things during his first thirty-two years, but the tree learned just as much from the bench. One brisk spring morning, a group of humans were gathering around the tree.

“What are they doing to you, Tree?”

“Probably just another team of scientists studying trees.”

The companions spent two days wondering what the humans were doing to Tree. On the third day, the humans returned.

“Looks like the scientists brought some science equipment this time,” said Bench.

“It would appear so.”

Bench fell asleep as the scientists conducted their experiments on Tree. They sure were loud. The Bench had never learned something and not shared it with Tree. Upon waking, he did just that. For seventy-one years they had learned many things. But in seventy-one years, Bench had never learned of lumber jacks. Tree would never know either.

Shark attack!

Shark attack!
“I want to be the first person to sneeze from pepper, slip on a banana peel, fall down a spiral staircase and die.” My husband had quoted earlier today. How ironic that everything that he had said had happened to me today.
I’m going to die.
                That was pretty much the first thought that came to mind as I dangled from the helicopter, clutching desperately at the ladder, my hands on the verge of slipping. In that moment, time froze. The shark paused midair, and I dug my feet into the last rung, wishing I could close my eyes. But I couldn’t. I simply hung there, shark frozen in front of me, huge black eyes wild with the excitement of its kill.
The hand that clasped mine was what brought me back, yanking me about six rungs into the air. I caught my breath as my foot met the nose of the shark, sending it flying down into the water below.
“Pull her up!” The captain shouted.
I finally managed to get a good grip on the ladder with my free hand, gripping the hand that held mine as my feet found a rung. Then, about ten seconds later, warm arms where wrapped tightly around me.
“Freya,” My husband breathed, holding me close for a brief moment before pulling away.  “Are you alright?”
“Fine…” I stuttered as he wrapped a blanket around my shoulders.
“You don’t look fine.” He frowned. “That was probably the scariest thing I have ever seen.
“I’m fine.” I insisted.
Carefully, we both looked down at where the shark had disappeared, peering into the murky water below us. Then, as we watched, a dark fin came slowly up out the water, surfacing only for a brief moment before slipping back into the water.

Lucky Me

The baby was crazy; her mother was convinced of it.
“No sit! Sit!” Leah shrieked; eyes wild, black curls haywire as she let her displeasure with dinnertime be known. The cheerios that were supposed to be eaten were instead flying across the kitchen. Her harried single mother tried everything-pleading, cajoling, bribing. It was to no avail.
“No no no no no no no!”
“Fine kiddo, have it your way.” Letting out a loud huff, the mother slammed the high chair tray down and left the room, tears of frustration pricking behind her eyes.
CRASH!!
The mother turned around and screamed. There was her baby, lying immobile amongst the cereal on the floor, the high-chair tipped over, the wooden table-top cracked. She rushed over, too shocked to cry, and gathered her daughter in her arms. Leah began to stir. She blinked up at her mother, trying to get her bearings. The mother watched as the impact of the jump hit Leah. Her lips began to quiver, her fists closed up, her head tilted back and she started to wail.
Hugging her baby tight to her chest the mother whispered “Shhhh baby it’ll be ok. Don’t you worry, mama’s got you.”
The next few hours passed in a blur of doctors’ offices and concerned nurses. Finally, the physician approached them with the verdict.
“She’s lucky,” he explained in a tone of voice that hinted at his detachment. “That kid has a hard head.”
Letting out a soft sigh of relief, the mother grabbed the discharge papers and scooped up Leah. They were ambling toward the mini-van when Leah blinked her big blue eyes spoke up for the first time in hours.
“Mama?”
“Yes, Leah?”
“Hungry.”